"It's not something anyone should."

Power wasn't to play with. Power could sneak up, bash you over the head, and suddenly you were offering your soul over to a vampire because he was hurting and you wanted to help, because he was beautiful and brave and the pain would be pleasure, and you were leaving your responsibilities on the wayside because you were caught up, swept away, in an instant of power. And she knew it was a mistake. And she was practically certain she'd make it again.